Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Don't forget, with Lacuna, you can forget.

I watched an interesting episode of 60 minutes the other day that detailed some exciting new developments in brain studies and pharmaceuticals.

From what I understand, our memories are malleable. Though they are based on reality, they are still an interpretation. As we form the memory of something we experienced, factual details can fall in and out of focus, they can be completely absent or they can even be replaced by disinformation. Furthermore, it takes a long time for a memory to form, maybe days or years afterwards. In other words, our memories aren't perfect.

This is not the only way we form memories however. Imagine this:

Its a nice day. You are a walking through the jungle. A lion spots you and decides that its lunch time. You run to the nearest tree and begin to climb it. The lion claws your leg. You get a huge shot of adrenaline, your mind and body immediately focus. You manage to escape inspite of your injury to live another day.

The memory you form from that experience is not the least bit muddy, its actually rather solid and vivid. This memory doesn't take long to form, its made there on the spot. Your mind labels it as extremely important information that must not be forgotten. From an evolutionary stand point, this makes good sense seeing how the next time you encounter lion you will be wise enough to avoid another potentially lethal attack.

(Ok, this is where the Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind reference comes into play. )

Apparently, there is a new drug in development that allows you to weaken, alter, or possibly erase memories that were produced when you were under excessive amounts of stress. To put it another way, you can delete painful memories from your brain.

You might ask yourself, "Why would I want to remove a "lion memory" from my brain? If I did, I might not know enough to survive in the jungle." The answer is because painful memories can possibly cripple you, for example Vietnam war veterans or a victims of violent attacks who suffer with post traumatic syndrome..

The 60 minutes episode featured a woman who was raped as a young child, and was haunted by a vivid memory of being raped every single day of her life for the last 35 years. Once she began taking samples of the experimental drug, all of a sudden the memory of her rape stopped haunting her, and she even had difficulty recalling it. The creepy thing is that the rape was so deeply ingrained into her identity that once it was gone, she no longer felt like herself.

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Edit:

So I was telling all of this new exciting brain information to my friend Miho and we got on the topic of Buddhism. We discussed how Buddhists strive to have no sense of self, have no judgement, and have a freely open mind / body / soul. Each experience ought to be approached calm peacefulness. And Its important to not lose control over your body (i.e. Stress, Excitement, etc).

The funny thing is that if I connect what I learned about Buddhism with what I learned on 60 minutes, then I can infer that by controlling their stress levels, Buddhist try to not form any solid memories. They also diminish the odds of having "defining" / "haunting" memories of their personal struggles in life. The very things that define them as indifviduals would cease to exist, resulting in a greatly reduced sense of "self".

I'm not an expert in brain studies nor Buddhism, so take everything I said with a grain of salt, but I thought it was amazing how modern science can connect with an ancient religion in such an interesting way, so I thought I'd share the good news.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Love and War



I've been messing around with "Still Life Photography" lately, because I want to get better at expressing the way I perceive an object's texture, shape, size and material. Most of the time when I shoot, I riff off of the feeling that someone gives me or the natural mood of a location or the random god given light that I'm fortunate to find. But still life shooting strips all those things away. It breaks photography down into its minimal elements: subject, camera and light.

I've been working primarily with artificial light, in controlled seamless environments, because I think it helps me learn faster. After some trial and error, and reading a bunch of books. I am starting to get the hang of it. To predict how light will behave, I have to gain a greater understanding of scientific principles.

The cool thing about approaching photography from a scientific standpoint, is that principles of light never change. Its not like I'm dealing with man-made photography technology that I have to keep relearning every 6 months. This is more like, I'm learning the rules that govern how matter and energy behave in our universe.

These photos are sampled from a series I created for "Love and War" a while back. Just some "doodles", figuring out how "Still Life" works. I'm in the process of setting up a little still life studio in my home. So I'll get a some more shots uploaded after I'm done playing around with it.





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Friday, November 10, 2006

Urban Outfitters buys 2,000 copies of T-Shirt Makovers

"T-Shirt Makeovers" is now available @ Urban Outfitters retail stores across the country!

You can also pick up a copy online @ Amazon.com, just
click here.

Sistahs of Harlem is so happy with how this project turned out.
We plan on releasing another fashion book next year!



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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Marathon 2005

The marathon ran through block again this year. I woke up
bright and early to take a few photos, but people didn't
seem to be into it as much this time. Or maybe, I wasn't
into it as much this time?

At any rate, this seems like a good opportunity to post up a
screaming baby photo from last years marathon.




BONUS PHOTO:

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

Freedomu!



Saw these guys try to escape a pet store aquarium. The one on the bottom was all into it, until he gave up to look for some bugs.

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Friday, November 03, 2006

JAPAN WALKABOUTS <-- Click Here.

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Aerial Photography



This is the view I had during my flight to Japan.
I believe that I'm somewhere above Illinois.

There was a little video display in front of my seat. The monitor provided the standard offering of channels, with the addition of a few special ones.

Throughout the airplane several cameras were mounted and pointed into the sky. Passengers could take a look through the pilots cockpit window or even straight down from the bottom of the plane.

When I flipped to the "underneath the airplane channel", I noticed that there was another plane directly beneath mine.

It looked as though I was watching my own airplane from a camera floating way above me.


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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Halloween '06

Hung out with my friend Kwasi this weekend.
He dressed up as Gnarls Barkley meets ummm...
Morpheus?

Here's a couple snapshots:
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AFRICA WALKABOUTS : Sneak Preview

I recently visited Tanzania, Africa to Direct a music video for hip hop MC Loon.
Here's a couple snapshots from the trip.









ALSO:

Here is a link to my old blog:

http://derrickgomez.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/


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